MY DIARY OF DIVINE DREAMS
Vol-3, February, 2011
VISION OF MY FUTURE ASCENT AND DESCENT AUSTERITY
Dream No 6:
On a day between March and April, 1972, I dreamed early in the morning that along with my two-three friends I was swimming in a pool. I defeated others and reached the other side of the pool and again came back to the starting point. The dream then went off [Five years later after having numerous ascent and descent realizations, I realized that this dream revealed that I would have a fast course of austerity of ascent and descent in future.]
VISION OF MY FUTURE
Dream No 7: Sometime in the month of April-May, 1972.
Early morning dream: A girl was seated in front of me, as if she would be married to me. I felt very upset. All on a sudden I observed that Sri Ramakrishna was sitting behind the girl with a sweet smile having an affectionate look on me. I had nothing but looking at him helplessly. Then he took a piece of paper and wrote on it that the marriage would be cancelled and my dream went off.[ The dream could not be followed for a long time. But gradually the effect of the dream came in my life this way that the feeling for ritualistic marriage was eradicated from my mind and so in the long run I remained bachelor. Thus the dream came true in my life.
VISION OF THE DEITY OF VEDIC KNOWLEDGE AND HER BLESSINGS
Dream No 8: May, 1972.
Noontime dream: I was looking at the idol of goddess Saraswati, the deity of Vedic knowledge. All on a sudden to my utter surprise she came out of the idol in flesh and blood and sat in front of me. Without any hesitation I asked her,’ Mother, what is called knowledge?’Though she answered, I could not remember anything later on. The dream then went off.[Saraswati is the symbol of ‘knowledge of Self. Idol represents my body where consciousness is awaken as Saraswati appears in flesh and blood. She answered my question but I could not remember which means that the knowledge of self will remain dormant now but in due course of time it will be revealed in me.]